As I change the aperture of the lens I feel a shiver… making movies… I love to make movies… and there is where my focus will be.
Just the simple feel of another’s skin against mine. Is enough to calm me. To feel your skin to touch your hair to become a cliche and get lost in your eyes… it is enough to ease me to rest.
So I lost control. I admit it and I feel for it. I finally feel for it. Will it happen again i can pray it won’t, but it is possible. For now I plug away at a timeline of pre-comps and render while talking to the air during the night. Then i read long passages into moments… not sure which moment I am in.